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Poet mind(to continue)

I search the net to find beauty shop service,and it is very near my home,i do planting eyelashes,fake hairdo,beauty face procedures,cosmetic make-up and fingertip colouring,it takes 800more nt dollars,i go back home and show off in itergram to be a model writer,post my photos to this app,but the poet lover complain me that i am over materialism belif,i think maybe i should give him romance letters with perfume on them,what will i write,i figure it out,i should record my diary about us to make him happy.

 That is what i will do in this novel,i start to open my paper to write,when i am going to sleep last night,i find out my tongue is hurt a little,it must be you who give me turning kiss,which makes me spinning in the wound of tongue,i smile and sinking into sleep,my dear,i make up a story about renting a huge house of three floors,it is buddha giving to me,for i work so hard to do my writing job,i also rent a decorated place to exhibit my new poetry collections about love topic,i write it for you,my love,to let you know that my heart has always connected to you,no matter how i missed you,all i need is to pray to you,and then your soul comes to me suddenly,my dear poet lover,how i wish to givr you a present of expressing my works,to sign my name at that activity and introduce my story to the attending audiences,this dream i hide for so long,i just cant stop thinking about that we are now apart.i am very sad,do you know,my heart break stopped untill i write calligraphy letters to you,my dear,i hope you like it very hrarty.(1)

 (2)my heart feel for you,my poet,you also write me secret poems to show your love for me,i love them very much,and i try to memorize them in my mind,but i can only think about a few words that i dont understand,i want to realize you,your simple fellow truth,your favour,your favorite deeds,i like to be with your classic interests,that makes me feel so romantic,do you know?my love,when i analyze you in between sentences,i know you are the one who knows me best,you are my angle of my soul,i must return you my thanks to you right away,for i will forget if i dont quickly do it,i might lose your attention,i guess.

 (3)i wear each and every one dress,to let the hired photographer take my pictures,just to represent myself on the road of literature image,i take it seriously that a writer should not tell lie,not to cheat,or steal other's idea to make self famous,i will despise those who said that they have husbands but unmarried,have sick sisters but cant tell the name,it is a shameful talking to hide sex tendrncy in front of readers,my poet lover did the same,he cant tell his wife's secret,but announcr that he has experience of marriage.another shameful law is more mean,it limit literary writers to have any sex or marriage,it is a lie that he sadly believe in that law,but as time goes by,he write and read to play time,but not kill time,not like those who have a TV set and lost time sinking in video games which is cost high.he told me that he has no money,but he travels a lot,and eat gorgeous every day,i dont trust him,because i have a dream to show off my luxurious interest on acceserys,but he does not,he always dress ordinary and lesury outfit,which stand for his belief in eastern spirits.

 (4)we have a mata son now being sent to new york home,to hide the danger that if students find out his mother birth him at a postmodern dream,he will get boly atturtude from classmate,so father he sent him to live in buffulo village,whish him become a wonderful youth,but he seems think twice about his future,now i am dreaming about living in the future to br with my family happily,but he brcome a mean father to test if he can get any way to survive without his teaching.i can only be his next mother,because he wont let me know his whole life,his first marriage is ended by argue everyday,his wife turn face like turn book,make him very anxiety, he sent the only son to new york,and i am dreaming someday he will live with me long affection,and give me a peaveful life,his son like mars letters,talented at computer science,he get a blog for his father,and he read society psychological books,he want to go to europrran to study MBA,i wonder if he has very excellent language talent,so i worry about him while his father says that he is not my son,i dont need to treat him well,i am angry about this,i tell him today we three are sepretated,it is so lonely, but i believe he put my dream birth son away,throw the new born baby to the garbage can,i am unhappy but it has gone,i must face the truth,never imaging that his son is my mata son,i wipe away my tears and go on my work,i brlieve any people see my story will know a man dont want a baby from a frmale who has many failure love storys.

 (5)Silence lover

He hides me from my messages

Only quest remain in the air

He disappear from facebook

To escape my trace after him

He is a strange mined male

With mature means of oppose

He find a way to live secretly

Wont let fans know about his life

He is like a mystery that attract me

But now it is in vain only dreaming can reach

His maybe attorance toward my wish

I hope he listen to me as a good friend

But he love quietness much more

So i cant disturbing his living

Only watch time goes by

With my searching plate wasting money

Let it be i think and i say to myself

One day he will face me

my brand new face of beauty

(6)peaceful role

Today i am a quiet worker

Try to email and know friends

Every mrssenger is kind and nice

When my request occurs

The response get me satisfied

So many friendship and friendhood

I like to have creative discovery

Such as people give a report

On those literature knowledge

That i have never know before

This is a teaching lesson for me

To find out detail art of good minded

I love to be peaceful with this world

Where love is all around and working

My life is a Festival of pleasure

The texture of having enjoy and fun

I will be a role of believing faith

To get more adventage of survive

In the circle of globle village boom

 (7)Rhyme

Give me an easy reason

To prepare all my fortune

Let it be my tolerate sun

Shining like a good none

For the noon is coming from

The truth of reading fun

I remember to sing a song

To make the cell phone

And i can ring down

Magic words of bublegum

To wisper sweetness on

Trusting His promise fund

My mind is like a moon

Somehow it rise in pain

Of course a night is soon

To become next afternoon

Day goes by with function

Time will be the only tone

In the holy of temptation

When godness mention

 (9)The back

He does opposite

On my seat

To sweat

Like a rent

It is note

From boot

In the net

I walk on wet

For more tent

In front

I want

I foot

That is not

The ant

Walk and meet

But neat

Of meat

Is sent

Wait

Next pot

The right

Will write

To get

Final dont

 (10)Rap sutra

My friend read quickly with me

The swift sutra long run till the end

My father lose a bunch of joss

It is a sign of getting much more gold

In my mother's spell it is a good luck

I watch a before lotus religion begin

The ceromony is very dizzy for me

All my wish is to get protection 

From my holy buddha and lotus course

For the meaning of respecting sunshine

I truely get off all my bad deeds and tendency

In the future there will be a smart poem

Lead me and guide me toward the unknown

To make me not go in the shadow of cherity

Buddha is fullfilled by my recommend writing

Here is the wind of my shade of thinking

But my hair oh my hair will be falling down

Because of the monk holding on my doom

My lover is a poet with his book next to my pillow

Why is he absent in my long runing dream

I wait for my parents with patience 

The answer is closed door in the action by hand

 (11)Dry switch

I like dry kiss more than waterful kiss

The cause is no need to swallow

Mouth water of my due lover

I better like wet tea and cake

But who knows when he kiss me

With his wonderful tongue skill

I simple turning my heart like washing machine

Wheelchair, and a mind reading reminder,

I want to concentrate and fix on him

Afterall i sleep with a coughing sound

Murmuring sweet things to his ear

The dream is although unseen

My memory of his invitation is still

As a mother calling that shocks me

With a tender but ordering word

Please come back to my mind

I care about to seeing your true heart

If it is still longing for me my dear

Between mother and lover 

Who should i choose to hear

The asking quest that both make me 

Wanting to return to the origionality of youth

 (12)After Complain

As i say long words to him

He slowly listening to me

I know i complain too much

While he hear me buy a white dress 

To attend a gathering sutra reading

I anounce that i dress for white law

But my heart think all about him

He love white dress most

This is my first try to buy white

I keep a conscious fate

To write a new art novel for him

Hope this is not the ending

Of our relationship and commitment

Because my love fly like a new bird

That just begin to learn to start his wings

 (13)Key words

I read from the blackboard

A teacher write down key word thinking

A pattern of realizing the pc world

It is a brain war in the civilization

As i read between the lines

I understand why everything matters

Even ghost,game,genius or girl

They are all equal before technology

Where there is a meeting within our mind

There will be a wish starting to happen

That is why nobody refuse pc field

In this time of thoughts and philosophy

I will hold my way and give a strike

To win back all my failure and sadness

Because this world is full of lonliness

Only my faith of love stand for me

(14)Wake up

I wake up this dawn

With black kiss surround my mouth

Dont know why herb remains

Those powder i eat for skin care

I wonder if he give me lip stick of darkness

Should i treat it like a gift or something

Like punishment cause i scream

To him all my heartbreak last night

Should i thank god that morning

I get a lot presents of job chance

Such as one publishing co. Info book

And a series of booking magazine

And a contract of writing drama

I am so in love of dark and white

These chances i wont forget

That everyday is a big happiness

It is time for me to be gone

(15)my life is making stories and plots,to make novel and poem full of daydreaming kind of joy,dramatic is all i need in writing.that is why i dream a lot to have idea of shadow to write,my thought is just so aweful and complicated,that i cant stop falling into the big hole of psychology,i used to read a lot about male mind of three id and mirror theory,i like to discover what is the authority of role that play important in novel center,which makes female miserable, i pick the poetry critics to show my academic idea,in the way of reality and research method,i get a good result in publishing,and it should be thankful for all people who help me through the way of acomplish a book.

 (16)Wonderful hug

 He lick my neck sweetly,and hold me from my back,he gives me smooth touch with his banana erect in my bottom,it feels like heaven.he said that i worry that your dream goes without light,i tell him its better calm and dark for my dream,cause nothing happening to be frightened in the future,he stay no light with me,and he make my buying estate dream come true,i thank him a lot,for he let me have a reality to live my life,i can do anything with our dreams webing on the loving affair we have,i am happy if he is happy too,i ask for no more,just have sweet dreams with him,that is all i want,my dear,do you hear me?

(17)Flood kiss

 He kissed me all night,with mouth water full of my lips,he looks hugry for the kiss,i promise him that if he help me publish my book,i will let him kiss me every night,that is the vow i made for him,and he is satisfed too,how nice is that kiss he gives me,i like it very much,and he sink his face deep in my back,moving around the bone and meat,his tenderness makes me feel sensuality of pleasure,because i love him,i make him to become my king,this love is life long,and i would not want to change,but i wish him treat me tender forever,never say lies to me,and i will continue loving him by vow.

 (18)Beautiful ring

 I have a yellow stone on my ring,i get it from my love,my truthful husband in china,he watch me give birth to a baby and died,it is a hard birth,i cant make it in my dream,untill i saw him in the road selling stones,i realize this is my one lifetime in china with him.i have told him that i will be back by a transparent ghost around him,to guide him on the road of bearing our kid,he must sell stones to a sculpture talented person to make stone shine like jewelry, so that he can sell by higher price.that means a stone without chanllenge is useless,and worthless.

 (19)i wanna live in his clean house,to become stepmother of his son,i wish to be a kind educater to him,give him smart suggestions,and ask a huge bed of one hundred thousand to sleep each day with him,i wonder if he see me naked on it,what would he do,the answer is he will be too shy and go to wash clothes, i know he can make magic of his house,just like a mind spell of magician name,it is a long name,but if you read that word in mind,every magic can be shown.i read the name too,i make a wish that he be frank that his room will always open for me,to let me live forever with him,even though to live inside his soul,it is to understand what he think and does.

 (20)he gives me a japanese room to read sutra and study buddhaism and tea ceremony,i feel so glad but now it changed so fast,everything that ever decorate the room has been stocked in another empty room,it is all stuff that just to blind his mother's eye,because she wont let him get married,so he is very angry to stock all memories in the dust room,only white furniture remains.i read lotus sutra which is no easy matter to maintain the belief,i often get lazy mind not to worship the calligraphic buddha,because i always think i can control every wish i want to do,and by myself i can do it well,without any help if the buddha gives me obstacles or difficulties, i can still make it.

(21)His son called me ant,it suprise me,he live in the opposite wall of my table like a phantom,to learn how to paint calligraphic works,the poet lover is also as a ghost that come near me with a smell of dead body,i am so frightened that i should not brlieve the news report,it says my poet lover pull my dream born new baby and through away to the vege cycle can,i remember he said in my dream that he dont know how to deal with the new born baby,while i fainted with sleep,dont see if my baby is a girl or a boy,i am still searching the answer.if my baby become sience fiction baby,that has already exist for 16years,the poet sent him to hide away from the goverment pressure,i think it is very smart,but i am worried about if my son can survive long lonely life,i feel kind of undurable with my heart bleeding for my son,for the reason of unsure reason,he must call me ant but not mom,its alright,let's continue pretenting to show the whole world that even sifi has true affections in this society.i tell poet lover that i wont make him fell frightened about the pressure of government,because i am frightened so much too,we must stay secretly to make people find no clue to hurt our family.

(22)we also lie in today afternoon dream,to hide the secret of truth,prof the reality of being nice and kind in our love to son.we both know people are mean to talk gossips about us,so we start to go beyond the plot prople trying to change our happinesd,we are devided in three place but with mind staying together,never let others bolly to torture us all,especially those society speakers talk nonesense on TV,i get angry that they dislike my life style and narrative,i hate them to make me poor and get into their prophets, i know people love to lie a lot fortune about their family to make it come true,but it is not exactly the truth,when you believe it,you run into a foolish well that nobody will hear you,so keep conscious and smart,because people dont have the morality of being honest,if you do,dont tell them your practice,for god will know you most to give you the best quality of happiness.

 (23)my poet lover tells me that he pay my cell phone bill already,i believe it cause today's phone call rings,and i catch it,this is a bank calling for the quest of loaning a village,i tell him about my financial situation,and he will return me a gmail or phone call,it is my way to fine my income get into my pocket,i dont want poet's money,if he test my love whever i love him or his money,i will promise i would rather earning money by my own,not to depend on him or his huge income of rant several apartments,i decide to be honest to my self,not to live in the shadow of nightmares,i believe in the sunny side of the truth,and i want to practice my ideology of wealthy wish,to make sure my life is successful but not failure.

 (24)my poet lover gives me a dialogue of the pouring rain,while i tell him it is waterful joy that makes us glad,but should not feel the sadness of rainy day.yesterday i sleep when it rained,i dream about he visit my village,and he walk with me and son in the dream,we look like a healthy family,and i promise to look after his son if he cares about me,i would like to give duty and take adventage at the same time,i know he will make sure if i love his everything including his family.

(25)he gives me sm sex while i am being bothered by neighborhood, and just about to sleep in the morning,he tied my two hands,and i try to escape so i fall down the big bed with him together,he makes me remember his name finally and we have fierce sex during this morning dream,because i am sleepless and writing his poem critics,he is unhappy that i am not be with his dream,i tell him i cant fall esleep and i also drink a little coffee,after all i am in the dangerous sex with his anger this morning,it is hard to describe,for i never move and struggle anymore,he sense boring,so he swear never tie me any fever in the furture,i feel so glad and happy,for danger game is come to an end,i get his trust once again,i also get his gift of a can of tea next morning,i sent him my favorit tea ceremony furniture, i know he loves it very much about tea Festival activity,and i wish this year moon festival we can drink the same tea to cerebrate our due love,my heart is all with joyful thoughts, and i believe to give our son a job to design the new york house is a good for him,i also know our son is connected with him by line,i like to know more about this,he share with me all details,and i believe that our son will have a good time in the house of quietness and it is also comfortable for him to study and experience the daily life of no worry and trouble,i know my poet lover is loving our situation with all hearty hope,he wish us live separate to get to know each other more,i understand that he believe in god so well,so i want to fellow him as well,but he want me to trust my buddha,in the name of thanks.

 (26)i write invisible love prose for him,i try to exist in the texture that no one see that i am going mad with the hidden truth,it is about how my fame influence the poet lover and his son,they are in my mind so much like to fake as my family,but dont know the temptation indeed,i face it every day and night,but the secret is unknown for the readers besides they two important acters,i want to know their past,and who is his real mother,while i try to cook for them,they seem like never taste mother's kitchen cooking for a long time,it must be my fantasy to have magic power to cook for them in long distance places that are seperated,if i am a creater of food,i would not be selfish to let them hungry,but i dont know if they like tradotional or creative food,i can rather cook by my own imagination but always feel lazy to cook,every tome i think about the trash from cutting gradience,i feel the trouble of recycle.but i know life is not eady in the age of high price socoety,buying things become a stuff of luxury, i am not feeling like to do it,all i depend is eating hot pot boiled noodles, it really save gas and cooking fee.i dont waste money but love to save money,we are all out of the same temper,we try to get through harsh days,but by my observations, poet lover seem to be a mean daddy,he never care about how his son is doing in foreign country,and he never want to get advenve with me,i can see that,but since i stop looking after romance from now on,i vow that i would never love others till the ocean runs dry,as i get old,i wont change face for any other romance no more,i completely lose faith toward male,i think they are centralized believers,and poet is a thoughtful person,he wont let me be his partner in reality,for he has experience the life of bearing a kid before he meet me,he wont want second kid any more,and i dont want it either,so i believe being single is free for us three,the first duty is to escape the eye of political judgement,which i am controled by eating sleepy pills,and taking psychological talk with doctor.

 (27)i still believe poet is training his son to protect himself from pressure of politics,and he must do so to cover his poetry from being destroyed the poetic eternity from ever sonce he write poems,and he must stay famous and justice to keep our relationship normal like normal friendship,for he has no wish to have a notorious wife like me.

 (28)i tell him that my eye colour is brown,and the story is coming from my grandmother's ancester,one girl falling in love with holand martian,they went to the grass and woods making love,finally the girl get pregnant,so my ancester got the partial blood of holand people.by my guess,it would be tuth,for my grandmother looks like white people in the skin,i am the same too,i can always hide from the heat of the sun,and never be tamed on my skin.so i am a far history hybrid which the story i make up is possible and i am good at western thoughts and knowledge,i am a taiwanese with holand soul,i think,maybe i can use DNA to test if it is real,but i dont know if the test can give me a more posific answer that perhaps many of my ancesters have intercoursed with foreigners,i wanna know.

 (29)i just dream about to be connected with poet lover,but he wont give me wife name,i dream like crazy,after a long time,i go back to reality,nothing happened but memory remained,i am so independent that no body pay the bill for me,but only me needs to pay for real,i try not to spend too much money,and use bank bill to take over cash payment,it is a pleasure to visit bank so often,and i like the atomosphere of being serviced as a customer who face the bill each time through procedures of hand by hand,this is build on the trust between showing and appearing in the local counter.

 (30)all the lie he told has been washed away from my brain,it is my stupidity that i believe poet is a person who never tell lies,but it is not in the shadow side part of him to do so,in frank world,he always tell the truth to me,as my best friend,i decide to take this love by subtitude of friendship,no longer to wish a wedding or a ceromony of marriage,i live peacefully everyday with reading his poetry,i feel content and satisfied,i like the ordinary life as a freedom writer once again,and i promise i will never fall in love with anybody in the future,keep quiet is what my mind will do,dont want to cause any trouble again,the topic about my novel has come to an end,i must remain smart to deal my life with happiness,i wish he is the same too,let me be generous and honest,to hope a better self in front of reader's eye,let me express the best of my sentence to show that love can be overcome in the wonderfull mind like heaven,and all people can be torlerate to live over there with all true heart.(end)

Poet mind

(31)i wrote love diary to him,but not expressed in the press,cause we want to live romantic life in secret that never being found out by fans,even thought my book is not popular,it is to be cherish in this lifr time,i know he decode to practice his vow not ready,but i am not worry,cause now i am like a princess under his protection,i write memory book of love sentence to him just to hold his heart,i love my son,i know he test my mother love toward my son,i want to give,so that on the future i can live a wonderful partner life.

(49)every time i think about how he feed milk to his kid,change diaper for him,i arouse a piece of graceful thank to him,my peot lover,he busy on every thing at home,he is a busy poet who use his hardship two hands doing home dutys,i thank him for bring love to son,and i think of his sunshine heart,i feel very like to live together as as a family,and i want to change my writing style,to write family warm plot living with him,i wish he can be my mate in writing,i would change for him,to be a very tender wife,we both are poet,and he want to write more in his career,never willing to help me or teach me rewrite my all works,i think if i want to be a nobel prize winner,my writing must pay hardship to resque my crisis on thriller gener,i want to keep the origional texture in the history,because the romance i wrote is recording male's bad side of charector,and it is a good education to male to change their badness,and also for female readers to prevent male pressure on them.if i write healthy mind in the novel,everyone knows it is wrote for the book market,which everyone can create it as normal logic,but i vow from now on i will discover people's goodness and helping kindness,i want poem not to be sour or blam others insperation,but shine the greatest value that people have in their essence.

 (50)after i wake up this morning,i realize what he says is a lie,he want to give me erotica dream,but i dream about other things,i should know that heart hurt is due to forget to eat pills,i eat and sleep,after one night in my nonesense dream,i found out he want me to change literature works,is to put pressure on my shoulders,i think why not just put it on,let them show by the origional face to the readers,it is better way to express that all men are selfish,and they are hard to please,too.l know poet is also the kind of male,just he speaks before three times of think,so i try to dig his history of his aweful life with his extra wife,it is very under hell,she turns face like turns the pages,so they usually fight for small qurrals,and never get peaceful life for there is no money,he like to decorate the house with red stuff,but after since mother past away,he start to stay white and clean,can you read his mind from this situation,i think his mother maybe not let him marry,and so he is married with only coexistence of living together,it is a myth that i found no trace about their marriage but only a kid,the other kid she born for the air is losing direction right now,because she is a bad girl and she never goes to school,or has any thing to do,live no where,for she is nothing but a actress on the show of new book exhibition.

 (51)i tell him,if the ghost kid is disposed,let us feed her to be our kid,and he sign with a long breath,why you do so to making trouble,she wont treat you right after she grow up,she has a selfish mind and never trust in love,i know,but what if people ask about his daughter,how can he say,i am worry about her running in the phantom air,that no body treat her like a real,thats why i want to adopt her,but do you think she will called me dear mother,save that,she doesnt even respect her father,how can she respect me,i know this is a problematic situation,that i am over minded,for he wont worry the ghost daughter a bit,why me worry?just it is sad to see her growing in the air without a birth day,it is so embarrassed to see him being scared by the suddenly showing up daughter,to make him fallen into her tricks of let him wound,hurt,worry,and bother,i want to make a spell before the buddha that she gone with the dust,never bother us this life,for we both not love her as a pearl on the paw.

(52)she never flatter me or his father,we both cant get the warmth from her,and she is stubborn that she live in her own way,be living with her mother's new husband,that is the only way we thought to make up the tragedy.because she looks not like anyone's kid,so we all dont know where she is coming from and where she will go to,we put the problem aside,never care,and poet live with my soul every night,he fainted in my body perfume and strange shape,i give him surrealism appeal and nervous touching, and he feel the softness in my soul with gental mind without no vicious ideal and attamp.the full moon makes us happy,and it shines every lover heart,to be the mark of celebration.we sleep all night long,with soul flying in the wind,we both cherrish each other's love,because the several dates we have,we come together as soul mates,and we are parents over night,but how kid come out of the womb safely,we barely have no idea.the secret is that his mother catch up with the son when he is disposed on the street years before,no body knows that she is a big buddhasattva in lotus sutra,in my consciousness, i know that she very earnest to be a grandmom,but the blood is unknown,for we all afriad of sent him to test DNA,we keep ourselves in the mist of family affections,just to enjoy more peaceful life without any changeable result.

Poet mind

(53)i know poet will finally in the end of the story going to live with his son in new york,never tell me the address and not to carry with me to that house,although so,i still traet him well,i dream about living fairly and sweetly together,share mind and seldom making love,for he is quite old,i must keep pace with him,tonight he have nothing to eat,just some veges in the refrigerator, i cook for him,hope he wont feel hungry with living alone,dont care about daily life,i say thanks with him each time we kiss,we are soft mined person,never fight to each other,only some jealous affection arouse sometimes on my mind,he always goes attend activity he like,i have no smart departure to get there,so we cant have date together,he has a lot of fans in the avtivity,i envy him,love him,care about him,thinking about him,but finally he will abanden me going to american forever live there,i feel sad and heart break,but i must live alone with courage and faith,in this period of love,i smell the fly around my room,i dont want him bevome a fly chacing after my soul,for the ending will cost me lots of tears,i will dry them with peace and curing mind,i know guy like him will test lady like me what i want,after all i am a poor loser woth my face no longer pretty,and i like to be better writer than him,i wont lose my dignity before him,i will be a single for all my life,only dreaming wish fool me that i must to check out clearly,a man like him is a excellent story teller,who cares,i can create more excited storus.

 (54)i dream a yellow rose feild i walk alone without throwns,i feel love is waving to me,just i dont want to wave goodbye,i hold him tight,no words we have said just to keep quiet conscious to cold down our fight mind,i rather think he is kind to me,but in the dream he always do games with me,i dont want excited love but romance word to word,but he dont keep his double charactor balance,so my nightmare talk the hint of our future,just like horoscopes, i know poet are crazy but he is traditional one,so i want to live with him all my rest of my life,hope he give me as a surprise,i would be very happy.

 (55)now he disappear in my dream,i cant dream about him,and long night i just travel in the old time of huge monsters flying in the sky,i lost in the forest and a small village,i ask a man how to leave this place,and get back to my home town,he says i need to fly on the huge bird's back and then get where i want to be,i think it is fairy tale,so i completely lost my dream,i stay in the bed without time and space moving on,it is quite strange that i wake up from the nightmare,i get to drink a cup of water,and then i go to the bathroom,i wash my face with less acnes on it,i go to the living room and write down this dream on the facebook,no wonder dreams without poet is so solitude,i really cant live without him,but right now he stop talking to me,just because he tell lies a lot,i dont hear him saying any more,for regret somehow i know,he never come to me any lonely night,and i know that he dont want to take me as i am,cause i am not a beauty under his love,he never loved me in the way i want,that is why i get old,i learn how to forget the dream,cause it is nonesense and representing that i dont love him the same way.but he hold me by my calling,it is a excited bus sexuality dream,this morning he is still sleep,but my murmuring get him awake,so he sink in the dream with me,what a coincidence that he and me loving so much by touching each other's body warm,we keep the dream so long,and never want to let go each other.

(1)Sweet honey

There are so many things i want to fellow my husband as he like to do,for example,drink tea,doing houseworks,watsh dishes,clean the floor,boil the water,that is what i should do but sometimes i am lazy not to do it,my husband please me to do some oftenly,but i just busy typing articles on the king seat of sofa he put so well place that ligjt me,he is very serious about every detail i think,i have an idea that i should put the shaking stick light on the led light,so that it can open and close for ten millions of times without deam light,i think IA system in the hotel should be broght home to save my limit of time.(2)Sometimes i am working very tired that i ask husband to wash my body in the bathroom,and take off and dress on for me by every pieces of clothe from head to toe,he likes to touch me,so i always give him a tired look,and let him smell my sweat,force him to wash me clearly,if not,i wont let him have sex with me,i order him to wash from here to there all over my private place,just to practice if i get old and ill,will he wash me for no regret,i see a old man washing his lazy wife on the bath room of hospital,so i say that if you wash me well i will give you a diary of our daily sweet lifes recording everything you do for me,and i do for you at the very time as anyone get first to do and write it on the diary,i will check it out every night before we sleep,to see if you wtite lie on it,a husband should wash wife for put on moisture lotion on her body carefully,and because i am smarter than you,richer than you,you should service me for whole turkey shower procedures,because this is what i am trying to write about body massage by oil in my working of spa,you should help me do it at home,so i can know how it feel like to point out every portion of body feelings,he stare at me,and he says it is much too over,you cant treat me like a dog that i have homely job now to force me press on your naked body,i say of couse you can do it so well,because you know me so well when i feel happy on the place i feel sensitive,because you always stop me to touch myself,you deserve it.(3)my honey tells me that he is afraid of that i fall esleep that i will have nightmares,he also have a new sympton that he cant fall esleep but just can watch me sleeping face and secretly touch me,i fall to his dream of the sex he likes,and after i wake up i feel the bitterous taste in my mouth,so i go to make a cup of milk tea,and think about our son living in school that how about him doing his homeworks,but i have to write an english theory about fairy medicine such like how fairy tales role steal the medicine and get spiritual high,such as the leged monkey who steal the donut peach from the heaven temple,it is a hind deed of trying to break the law that he want to have sex,then i talk frankly about how people want soul sex so high that they eat pills and drugs to search the fairy like happiness,because reality is so poor that they cant bear,and i tell the truth that when partners sleep together they often cant dream about each other twist together like shadow sex so high,so they cant feel the sweetness that each other communicate like a wife fellow a husband,i write my plan done in the diary,and my husband find out my plan,i try to sent him real sex experience recording words,in the article there is some sweet plot we both do in reality that he might remember,that is things i do for love.(4)Korea ginseng is a kind of fairy medicine just like some other chinese medicine that still not discover yet,as i wrote it here,i remember that so many ginseng tea i have drink is so much high in my mind,just like spiritual high,especially when i drink ginseng chicken soup,i is really very happy that i get the heaven of no body ever come before,so i often cook for my husband to let him get high together with me.some other day,i have experience emptiness quilt dream without dream about my husband,i am so blue that i start to cook a good feast to eat together with my husband,i try to use fairy medicine to put in the water machine to drink together with him,to have dreaming like sleep beauty,and i get scold by him because he dislike the bad thing i did behind him,he just want to live like sweet minded in daily life together,and he want me to put away my works,to sometimes walking hand hold hand by the road as we go to buy veges in the traditional market,he always says to me that sweet liquid cant compare with my sweet words to his ear,and he listen to me that there is a man who want babys so much that he make a fish shinning light planting in their eggs,just to copy lifes to this world,to have more babys in his kingdom of fishing business.(5)i used to wear a dress with a love and a diamond ring on my shirt,i dress to talk honey hint to my husband,that i want him to remember the day he sent me a anniversary ring,i know he buy it with 30thousand of money in the silver and gold shop in the downtown,and i remember i have a planet gold bangle that still remain on the fixing factory,i havent go there to take it back for three month,i celebrate the day he gives me a ring,as our son ask us about where husband buy a ring and details,he says it is prepared by his mother before she pass away,it is her decision that she choose a pearl necklace and a golden ring for a very high price,and our wedding is easy celebrated at his home.(6)i especially love my husband washes my hair two days a time,it is so soft and comfortable that he become my hairdo master,also he likes to touch various kind of flowers photos that makes me jealous so much,i day as he kiss the flower i burn down all photos he collected, he says that i just fancy about how you dress different clothe like flowers,so i believe in him and forget about him,because he is kissing my veriety of lookings.he buy a bottle of wine to drink before night sleep,and he tells me it is real fairy medivine that can keep him sleep and dream of me,so i drink a tear amount of it,and just soonly fall esleep because the wine is very thik,so i have to keep him beside me as body guard so i wont afraid of being hurt by other people's set up to rape me,or attact me,once my neighborhood try to trap me in the suduce voice that calling me downstairs to find a raper to hug me or harass me or sonething else,i am so alert that i scare the horror game,so i hide at home for a month just to check the purpose of suducing writers like us partners, i wonder if he lose success so the prepared crime man kick the glass bottle on the ground and leave,so many people shock me by press the talking phone in the door,just because our phone is broken down that cant hear any dialogue,i finally refuse to answer the phone,so that no one will noize us our peaceful life,my husband want a decorated well book that is written classic about us love story,i ask the boss in the copy shop,he answered that one book cost 300more dollars for put on one cover,so i plan if i just publish a digital book or not,if he refuse to accept it,i will quarrel a lot to him,and not to cook for him any dishes and rice.(7)tonight,my husband make me lick him,so long a time,and he fuck me painful,so i hide in the corner and cry,because i really refuse to cook,he smell like mice,so i carry my drop tears to cook for him,he think that i am regretful to him,so he let me publish book for him,in fact,he doesnt want our secret and privacy to open on the book market,but now he let me use nickname to do it,so i feel better now.today i live paralelled with my husband,but after he love touching around my skin,and kissing all over my body,licking my every part of my neck,i feel so happy,so i start to believe in him once again.(8)our son hear father bolly mother,he hike my husband's computer keyboard facebook,and cellphone,stop him sending any kind of message openly to continue his career,i though he hate me go to eat afternoon tea with friend,so he close his facebook,but it is smart son do it,i dont know what to do,as he ask me why,i think about our son become hiker after he is bollied by his classmates chatting in the school.(9)my husband leave me alone,becsuse i say his hairdo is like a legendary role who riding a slim horse,he is not happy,and my kid says that my husband never give me any gift or presrnt,so the husband disappear from my dream,the son tells me he dont know how to watch his clothes that is a little wet and dirty,i took them to the washing machine,and wait for them to be clean and dry,he become a turtle country king to make me hug him,i dont know why he make my studio so mess up and the neiborhood child cring for my son's origional face,there is a wedding over the old turtle country that me and husband is playing a partner of the King's relatives, and finally i cry for my husband not coming back,i am a single mother who has to pay the fee of my son's school learning,so i just pay it for my husband did not give me any monthly money after he leave,i dry up my tears and remember his tenderness before,i know they all become my memory to think of,past time loving support me to stand still,i am a lazy wife that the husband disappose me in the desert of darkness,he even plan to let his son to go to china studying,just because his english degree did not satisfy his standard respect,and he want him to learn like me that talk a fluent english,but he cant learn well as i teach him gradually.i google his identity,and find out his name is white bolly,the turtle king in xingjhon province.so i believe that my husband will make a procedure secretly to bring our son to china finding root.(10)i have to wear invisible virgin belt when i go out alone,and today night i am going to film 108pieces of believer's bothering,the drama is made by my mother's phone call connection to all believers family situation,every family has a hard sutra to read,we will gather together to eat a feast with monk,to make a meeting of forgetting years.today morning i read <missing window>poem written by foolish stream,it arouse my thinking blue to my husband,i know he gives his son a summer trip to american to live in his buying estate,but he left him alone over there fighting for life and did not give him the right paper of this property,so our son cant have any money just to do homeworks at home,he ask me one hundred dollars to invest in his interest of painting that his father encourage him to do,why our son did not have our talent of born to be,we wonder if he cheating on us that he can write both hand fluntly to blind our eyes.(11)i drink a little red grape wine in the public feast,and i have a very good sex dream with my husband,i wake him up and tell him a secret that his son once be bollied by his female teacher,she complain to me that my husband can only doing his audition job that he doesnt teach his son well,so i guess the teacher knows about my son is white bolly king,that he still cant find his queen lover yet,he is still young not have girlfriend yet,i know my husband buy a white little bicycle to sent our son,to flatter him to fix his computer and facebook,so i feel very happy all day long.(12)But my son bolly father brcause he does not sent mother present,for mother write so many books for father,but father never sent mother any present or a sweet date,he is getting stingy and mean to me recently,and he never keep our emails as love letter,i like to have hudred of dialogues with him by emails,but i forget them all because i have no place to save all content.i try to put a layer of honey before my husband want me to lick him,for preventing the bitterness in my mouth everyday,some girls choose boyfriend for their penis is white,but i choose my husband because of his brain is smart,i want to know how about my son think of a girlfriend likes,he got so many classmates in school,i want to know about if his truely friend laugh at his back,i want to concern about him.(13)last night my husband carry me to drive his new buying car,for a present to me,but he drive not straightforward, and we shocked by a stop brake,it is just like twenty years ago when i learn driving,my driving turter shocked me by detraction speaking so i cant concerntrate just drive down the bridge,so i did not get a licence.

Tonight,he make me blow job in front of poet friends laughters, i wake up while trump is aheahing in the election but tomortow will be anounced if he get the final success,i get a papabubble candy information from my dear husbsnd,he make it show the address on facebook,which is my favorite candy by hand made,i want to go taste some flavors, to make sure which one i like most and i will buy one package home,it is the present he given to me.

Then the kid is very happy,and he is content that daddy gives mother gift,so he start to taste mother creative cooking every day,with father,he invent a smart keyboard that dont need to memorize key orders,just to use adobe soonly.so i cant sent him all textbook as Christmas present,then i wonder what should i send them at Christmas time.(14)this morning i feel fresh cause my husband wash my body again,he licks me in the bathroom,i think of home menus just to feed my family so satisfied,so i go shopping all kinds of dry gradiances saving at home garage,i dont have to go out buying veges,because there is a home sending service for root veges that i dont have to throw away any garbage just to apply every part of veges as the TV grogram show me to do,i peer up the veges skin to put in the juice machine,to make them become vege water,and to put ot into the soup,to cook good meals for my family members.my husband feel very happy,so i cook more aggressively,i love cooking for my nature gift,i will going to listen to cooking science lecture at my birthday,my neighbor sent it as my birthday present.(15)as i think about starving country people,i feel like to produce seeds to plant lot of vegetables for hugry and poor people to cook and eat,there are so many empty farming land that need us to plant wheat and make flourish food,and produce milk related products to do meals,for example,chees,milk soup,cream bread,pudding,milk tea,and so on.when we create building in africa,but the sand land cant plant veges,what can we do？i feel happy that my husband open a super market near by,i sing a song like honey,honey,honey,pretty honey,it's a rich man's hood,i feel happy that i can cook and plant some money trees at home,for bringing more money to our home,to have beautiful life.(16)i sent papabubble candy to my son,it is a children story of candy house,i hope he understand what i wish him to be very smart like parents like us,dont dream on wasting money education,just to go to scholarship school and make his learning life full of challenges, and ferl eager to learn everything that he can do by himself without parents help and worry.i wake up this evening because my husband cant fall esleep,so i stay with him and talking to him on bed,i feel worry about his conscious is so vivid that he want to share his thoughts with me,i cant really understsnd what he want to hear from me.perhaps love is the only way to talk about,i want to know,what is he writing about on the diary,so i open it to read it,the sentence is he feel my unedited poem collection i sent to him,so i go to my workshop and editing all the paragraphs i mistake and lost,i type and correct for him,and i want to lengthen more poems to this book,for preparing publishing works,i ask him to type my love letters to me,as an ending to this book,he promise me but i havent received it yet,i want this book to be our anniversary memory,will he know me so well？Sweet honey

(17)i am like an apple,with honey it produce curry rice,today i cook this dish to my son,brcause my husband is not at home,i go to see the full moon with my husband when he get home after duty at night,it is so sweet,i take a photo on the cellphone,he smiles like a angle, we walking on the street and feeling so happy.(18)tonight i ask 25000nt dollars from my husband,and i want him to type my love letters for me,he promised me but who knows will he does it really,i know my son come back home from school on sunday,and i duely wish to live in a place where neighborhood are few and the 6floors village is very nice and cheap,just we have plan to live over there but the budget is still not found out yet,my son is very eager to live there,because he will have a large room in third floor,while we couples live in second floor where there is a bathroom near by.tonight my husband occupy my dream all throughout,and he wash his body to flatter me,for he not allow my son to get first title in his test when the teacher is bolly on him.(19)my honey turns me on,he has a very stunning night with me,we intercourse with souls together,it is such a enjoying time that he make some vow to me,such as open a publish company together,and he will treat me nice if his book is getting very popular on the marketing wave,i understand that he is very happy to climb on my back,that makes me remember he used to do it when the young age we fall in love together,he rub me on the bicycle with his huging to my back,we reach the top of the hightland,and then we going down the hillside with wind blow on our face and body,it is such a Baptist of soul,i like it very much,untill the next day morning,he still sleep close to me when i ask him to hold me on the silent dream,he is really happy that he says he understand why people fellows are all so suffering without love and joy,it is due to my experience explaining to him that he realize that real life is difficult.(20)my husband wants spiritual high from me to get pleasure of soul,and fake sex indirectly, i know my son get back home because school stop him studying,i want to make my husband promise to let our son continue study,but he just wont agree with me,he even dont give him any traffic fee to learn anything,just force him to read books at home,i really dont know what's on his mind.maybe it is the wrong way to educate our son,i slamp my husbsnd face,he crys out loud for he know i really care about our son's education problem,and he is very gratitude to this situation that he think twice to decide it.(21)i want our son calls to the teacher'sname card telephone,to ask for help by my relation friend,she pronise to take care of my son,i feel good because all situations is hard to solve,for my husband stop giving love to our son,or find a school to let him study,just because he cant make money by his own way,my husband steel his heart to teach this only son to practice his wisdom of facing the reality,so he reach out to major in cooking,for diploma and for working temperary to get his first salary,i get one introduce money for one thousand,this is a price i get,to not accept people's kindness,and finally i have to request her help,this society system is so crucial that our son cant find any excellent way to pass the educational door,but to go to a occupational school for half day class,it is the only way to make him live individual and confidential, i really hate my husband to test my mind,but i still have to face it,indeed i am over too mercy that i cant help lefting our son doing nothing in this world that love can conquer it,i tell him.(22)i dream of my husband dress the clothes of our first date 20years ago,i feeling so high and we have intimate sex together that night,and i rub in his arms so warmly, just to catch pleasure and go on dreaming on waliking in the room that he allow me to,i know he likes to know what is on my mind,after the dream i hide from seeing by our son,i tell my husband that i cant teach this boy because he is so tuff,let my husband to teach and preach on him by his will,i wave my white flag already.Sweet honey

(23)my sweet honey,i love you,you tell me every day before sleep,i go after your mind order me,my loved husband,i want to face the reality that you are my lastest lover till i die,i will be with you night and day,and wait for you when you go outside buying family needs,i will be very workinghard to do all cleaning jobs at home,and you tell me that you like the washing machine i brought to you,you promise you will wash clothes offen,and let us enjoy happy life and trust each othet,let everyday be our heaven.(24)our son has no choice but to earn some advertising fee,by his performance of showing young face on the screen,i can see he wants to grow up soon just to beat parents like transparent,but people all tell him to read more books than parents do,but he just refuse to do it,because he wants to experience by his own way.(25)last night i privately wear my two earings,i would like to become more pretty for my husband,so i also put cosmetics on my face to be beautiful too,on my room i listen to the silence of my husband sleeping peacefully, i dont want to bother him at my dream.(26)i want our son express the cooking skill at home,just to practice and prepare for his dream of being an actor,i want him to do all duty that parents show to him,if he cant learn,then he is not our honored son.my hudband play a single father role because i go back to see my parents home,i set a electric eye to watch them live a life without me,i want to know if they both can survive by playing father and son roles,i dont wish them to be hungry all three days,my husband start to say that he would like to cook,i see the progress through the cellphone vedio,i know he is trying very hard without me by his side,i am totally honest if he ask me any how to cook and live a posibile way of not only rely on reading to feed his hunger.(27)last night my husband is missing me,i feel his soul remotely kiss my lips and saying something like i misd you very much,i run to my parents house because of the political policy do not allow us to be intimate sleep together,so many blue party people get angry that me as a green party supporter,should fall in love with my husband and live like a war game together,i know he always fellow blue party so that he can get money to do his duty of going visit china,while i cant go with him,because i am not get used to the traveling progress,i often feel sad when he goes alone to china and not at home,i know it is his fate that he is far away from me when he traveling.(28)i like the song he wrote and i sing with its lyrics,a song that i compose to it with the melody inside my mind,as i finish the song,my husband applause to me on the cellphone,he use cellphone to watch me sing,i ask him why he wrote a song like beauty is never end,i wonder there is a deep hint in beneath the poem,so i start to check out what's on his mind as he wrote this song,does he compliment on me that i shall always be beautiful on his mind？(29)my husband tells me on the phone that he is trying to defeat the neihu community because they let him wear small shoes in the future to be a guardian police,just to have little money and have no more fame any more,he hates them all,so he starts to figure out what to do to prevent it from happening.(30)the future is not so honey sweet at anyway expectations, but we have sweet memorys that record in the page of literature,i know it wont fade away,my dear husband,i wait for you to take me home once again,with viechal and hamlet of love protecting us together just like two heart share like a cup of tea,my husband,i will wait until you understand what's on my mind.(end)(31)Nice fish

The taste is fantastic

It is soybean oil ink

That dye the fish with link

I am weak

To feel sick

Of the disc

Wondering lyric

Just like politic

Warning fake

Let the fish hook

All the sin in this work

I like to cook

But the jerk

Makes me drop out of desk

(32)Silly guest

He came like wind

I ask him did

Feel Freud

In my need

He request me id

Where is the deed

If he really killed

The sleeping read

I flow the weed

By feed

But he disappeared

In the alley i lived

Just a glad

Swear i had

Thanks God 

That i won his greed

(33)Love air

Love is the air i bring

Since you are interesting

On my breathing

As the nose is neezing

Everyone watching

The elephant caughing

I stand up waving

My huge hand welcoming

You the poet singing

For me the chating

Is very greatful talking

Open my thinking

And you leading

On the road of approaching

Let us greeting

For the season is feeling

The grace that blessing

I truely is handling

The biggest joy raising

(34)About message

You tells me lot of troublesome

In your discourse of thought

I can understand the struggling

You stay in the mature doorway

I reflect so many idea to you

But you never prove them so fine

You crucial king kind of willingness

Makes me a foolish gambling dreamer

I dislike your think over again and again

That us are different generation mind

To get problems done with easy solvation

You should be close to my painful decision

That i am doing no harm to you my dear

You know a woman love home like a labor

That never feel difficulty in her future

That is old woman feeling joyful at her age

Talk happily about her family story and history

Is the most important thing to share for friend

I know you hate me talk like a long tongue snake

But so many thing i cant tell you straightly

Is due to my bothering thought is no ending

Still the death tear us apart to make it end

That is my last prayer i given to you my dear

I love the way you change to make fun living

But getting old is a problem that we must face

So i decide to live as long as you in this marriage

To set up my complex of a wife to let you know

Being a woman is no easy matter under control

I will always be your queen besides your bed

To sleep like a old beauty that advice you well

Let me care about you when you spend life

In the out side exercise room to last long

Would you let me be your eternity partner

Forever we take care of each other till we die

Cause i love you so that you must have known

My love my husband i wont abandon you 

If we become heaven soul together one day

I will be your pillow that is your softest part

(35)my sweet honey look at me doing experiment of melting honey,he wonder why i like to drink honey water so much,he warm me that i should watch out my teeth,but i still feel very sweet as i drink honey water,it is warm and i can feel lucky love after i drink it.my honey be with me one day not fall esleep talking to me,he talks about that he want to sent a high building to me,he ask me how will i use it,i think over and finally i tell him SciFi storys,i say i want to express both sex buying and shopping desire study report magazine,and produce products to transport to the out side planets,he feel very interested in my imagination,and we have a very entertainment chating sweetly in bed.finally he ask me to make love,i give him fantacy of exercise sex just like ballad and art,he feel very enjoyful and he tenderly push me without orgasm,i like it very much,because of our age is not young any more,we better like tender sex,i have a very nice sleep after i pray to god,and i feel so satisfied with my honey wake up with me,i write a memory poem to him,it is about our date in the corner shop of eating ice cream,now he open a super market in that place,i used to meet him at the shop,he is working on stocking products on the closet, i know that he is the boss of that shop,and i like his big blue eyes very much,it full of love and grace,i like my honey he compete with my buying market brand,we are producing love shopping to this society,he is very strong at his business,but i lose fundation of one billions, because we have problems of having property together,but i am not worry about it,cause i will rebuild my fund once again,i will make my husband happy on his company,together we live like happy capitalists,and never feel poor about our background,i also have the courage to lose,my honey is a very good leader.(36)today afternoon,i smell my honey with perfume on his neck,it makes me breathing so fine,i talk to him,he mention about my lover,he looks just like my honey,with sculpture face i remember him,he left me,and she write letters to him with tears on every words,it is so heart breaking,but i finally find my eternal lover,he is right beside me,and i have a note article written on a book named eternal lover,i write for him,and my honey buy it from second book market,which i love his deed very much,i try to find it on every shelf of our house,but i cant find it and remember what i have written 26years ago,i touch my sweet honey with smooth hands,he like it and hug me so tight,we spent a beautiful night,then we go to sleep,i pray for god to let me have peaceful night sleep with my sweet honey on my side,i like to know him today he go to buy green tea perfume for flattering me,i wash my face and say good night sweet dreams to him.(37)today i awake with sweet dreams,i go to family travel all around taiwan,my honey is with me,he stay silent besides me,and i am very happy that the fun he gives to me in my dream.my sweet honey count my period,and he worry about if i am changing aged,but suddenly it comes and he tells me he should avoid it,so i keep silent while take a nap waiting it to pass,so that we can be sweet talking once again just like before,i believe tonight i will be clean and no blood will bother me any more this month.(38)my honey gives me flash love last night,he push me like a marshroom that i feel the shape penatrate inside of me,he is so tender that i can feel him and touch him just like a transparency. i remember him in my mind,which is a romance that our son does not know,he loves me so well that i can feel him try to hide the secret between us just to not get harm from others watching.my honey tolerare me to drink a cup of honey water before sleep,it is his kindness that he protect my interest so fine,and that is my little greed to drink it for lucky dream to happen.when i ask him to see me at 12/12noon at the park practice taichi,he tells me that our son wont let him be,so i cry a lot in my poor dream,i wave him goodbye but he is still besides me in bed,so i dry my tears and smile at him,i tell my honey to drive me a road to the park,and he say yes,so we drive alone the long road,holding hands on the car,i kiss him with wet lips to let him feel my love,then i go to the park writing poems to memeroize him my honey,i hope to write good poems to let him read,today i feel a gentle joy like a song in my mind,i thank god to let me have such a good husband,and i will love him no matter how hard it would be to flatter him,i still love him without any repayment.(39)i get a phone call message,it is my husband leave to me,he say sweety wife if you promise me to be more clean and neat everyday,i will love you more,of course i love to wash your body,but i have jobs to do,so you take care of yourself well,i will check if you are clean often when i am at home,my dear,please do so,if you do,i will practice shoot outside your body for you,love you.so i feel very happy to clean my body from head to toe,i use lotion to smooth my skin,and i am no more lazy because my husband gives me a promise present,i am very glad that he never tell any other people about he wash my body every time i am dirty and lazy,he is really very nice gentalman, i tell myself,if i keep clean,i will ask my honey to put lotion on my whole body for me,because he really love my slim body and white skin,i use mask to beauty my face,i collect all kinds of cosmetics to make me shine,i think that i should be a pretty facial lover to let my honey loves me more.

(40)today morning my honey announce me that our son is going far away from us,to study more on education and other knowledge, in fact,he is trying to tell me that our son will leave our adoption and get back to his real parents,i cry out loud in bed,and would not want to get up the bed,because i refuse to accept this truth,it comes too quickly that my honey feel sad too.i lose a chance to be a mother,i used to care about him in so many ways,if he gone with real parents,will my honey still love me as ever before？after i get back to reality,my honey say that he is worry about if our son miss him,where can he found his love and teaching in a new home ,will he get used to it？we are in such tears that fall in our hearts,nothing can explain the inside complications of our feelings,we cant produce any more kids in this old age,a part of our son's love still remain in our mind,we cant forget and dispose him just let go of his hand,we cant bear it.Sweet honey

(41)i cant bear our son leave us,so i ask my honey to carry us family to go travel around the forest by driving a car,and live at the restaurant in the wood,he say ok because we need to gather together right now to think over our relationship,so we drive with our package and first stop is at a lake that we get to walk around just like our home near bihu lake,i watch the water being shined by the golden son,it is so beautiful that i share with my honey by wispering in his ear,he is very happy to hear that because lake is his favorite scene,he often get up early to walk around the lake where we met first date with 18 times of saying goodbye under the night moon,to remember our love each time he feel fresh and bright,i like to open door for him when he get satisfied and get back home,i know he like to take a shower when he sweat a lot in the sunshine.we walk alone by the green lake,we see a neat and classic tea shop just like china style on the corner,i know that my honey invest a shop in here but the shop has nobody inside because the counter clerk is rest on the second floor,i walk with my honey and son,we feel so nice that the lake is like our shelter that protect our peaceful mind all the time.

No other(romance novel)

I love you like no other,he always say it to me,and when i feel like to kiss him,i become a mouth of eight feet fish,i lie to him that i am just whistle to his ear,but i whistle the wrong place,sorry,i make fun of him all the time.(1)she is called cute baby by him,prince apple,who has two angels surounding with him day and night.he is going to be poet king,in the kingdom of poetry,he married cute baby as queen,in the castles of nonesense,they collect very many poet albums on the shelf to decorate their secret,and they talk like murmuring no one can decode,in the world of tender bed,they are making money by produce bed in the factory,they like to talk jokes to please each other,just like angels wish to hear,they paint wrinkles on forehead,but still vergin mind in their everyday lifetime,it is a very romantic kingdom that every one citizen can feel it.(2)poet king tell his queen that he will train and rule his two angels,because they dont know how to make a king should show his model style of being nobel.they just give joyce to king and queen,let them hug to sweat during the night dream when they hold tight.but they dont know how to help king rule the poetry kingdom with pure power,to make every one people in the kingdom feel fullfilled by love,since king and queen have everlasting love,people learn their traditional love by believe in lord,and they really have splandid love by fellowing king and queen.(3)poet king kept a poetry book written youth report to cute queen,it is titled as lonely walking singer,she interprete the poems in the book,and write down her thoughts to share with him,as a kind of love dialogues path of mind,just like to write love letters to poet king as return.she sleep with this book pillow every night,to sleep with the romantic time he spent during silent sitting.「do you still love me」he ask,「i love you as the same 」she say.he is lonely king named by himself in his poetry,and she is spade queen by herself announcement in her poetry,they are all poets,but in the clip of two toasts she is an egg sister,which is named after he egg brother,with many new born baby wishes to sent and give to this society,to succed the long generation in the people's family.(4)at the night,she pray to thank god to save me from the childhood illness of blood cancer,if i am not saved,she cant have a chance to meet poet king and be with him to rule the poetry kingdom.this is the third part of poet trilogy named with romance,spade queen use rose lotion to keep beautiful everyday,poet king loves her slim and pretty body,and treat her as a very close partner to tell the real in mind,they talk as two kissing birds,it is so very sweet and cute.he is a masculine holder,not allow her to let him down,and poet king write poems just like signing document papers on the kingdom file.(5)with romance

Dear king my lover man

You promise me a wish

To get me on the road

Of foreign identification

My love wait for yours

Plaese come to my side

Give me strong willing

Let me be your destiny

Because of my beauty

Will always be your near

Angel is my true heart

For the love we belong

Together never apart

If you give me reality

I will return glamorous

Sutra of kindness rule

Be manner of graceful

I am a hot potato to get

You know what i mean

Wish your vow be true

To catch me in the run

(6)poet king likes to talk politic policy in his poetry works,he has a deep eyesight on the civil business,he can save people from bitterness living,he has a very mercy heart,to make his people live a fullfilled life.poet king write down his point of view about his kingdom,and wishes his international social can expand larger than before,so he travel around the world to make it come true,poet king loves his kingdom just like he concentrate on his cute queen.poet king is finding relationship from every country he visit,he concern about how his kingdom connect with other country and run for that very hard.

(7)the kingdom is full of angels flying around the castles, there is a huge garden that poet king and cute queen walk in the sunset everyday,they are so matched to each other in the eyes of god,they love each other by respecting and accepting romantic moments.before poet king rule this kingdom of poetry,he is just an apple prince,who is very naive and principle with every deed he makes,but cute baby teaches him how to be loyalty to god,and swear that their love long live in the days of wishes,and god really make wedding vows for them to get married in the ten colour light of church where there are decorated by one billions of roses and lilys,poet king and cute quern equally kissing after change apple rings to each other,which are made by red diamond of texture,the price is to live long and love each other for a very large time,in their kingdom,they love light most,and time is for free,because romance is not limited by time or space,they truely believe in it,the two angels on poet king's shoulders,finally become their kids by the birth of classic procedures,it is not magic secret to produce kids,but by bloody way to get real born babys,under this crucial rule,people can learn from their model and procced their own kids as the same way,if not,poet king will kill every secret kids by all means,for hiding the kids of no real birth is a big crime,he wants all people obey it,and dont make God's will twisted.(8)poet king and cute queen select a group of scholars to edit poetry album of history in between their ruling deeds,although they often walk in the garden filled with weadows,woods,and doves,it is no fun to picnicking but to have a afternoon tea together in the Palace of poetry,things nobles often do,is to read and sing lyrics of storys after storys,they made up fancy love in the dream,write romance letters to publish,but poet king is unable to use copy machine because he is not so  civilized enough,he has a classic soul and personality that cute queen loves so much,he is her hometown center of love,she set up a publish government Institute to build poetry books so very popular read by all people in their ruling kingdom.(9)poet king ask schaler to edit one poetry book 「invisible rule」,to record that his son light prince ask his queen to buy a notebook computer to him,to study and design app,but she refuse to pay,so her son burned her library in the city,but she earn one billion dollars of fire insurance money,cute queen is very glad,so she let light prince to have class of learning design app class in society college,she tells him that each time he burn library,she will earn double,triple,and more money of fire insurance,so she wants him to behave well,or he will never get present of a notebook in the future,poet king has been hiked by light prince twice,for he did not care about what he think,the rule of getting a present is to tell the real thoughts in his mind.this epic poem is so long that people read so time wasting,but they get to know how is light prince structure his mind.(10)heart princess is facing growing up ladder,she needs good educational advice,but she just wont listen anyone who preach her to be,there is a poetry book「heart eternity」write down how she plants feminist mind of hate male patriarchal rules,she likes to argue with poet king,and sometimes scream like a baby to refuse poet king's preach,she is a bad girl that cute queen has no way to lead her to righteous thoughts,because every words she say,just to break people's heart,it is better to called her heartbreak princess.once there is a cell phone accident,heart princess scream while the phone rings,she refuse to call mother to cute queen on the phone,so poet king sent her away to live with healthy York family,to have a peaceful life.heart princess write a joke poem to call her parents as flower and dirt,it is so irony meaning that she use nickname to make cute queen laugh.No other(11)

Poet king sent cute queen many cheap but beautiful and delicious big sweet apples,it taste like sponge,poet king likes cute queen to eat him to remember the time he was apple prince,their ronance is a secret just like they put an apple between their bed to get a sexuality dream everyday,it is a spell fruit that she love very much,as the world colony apple cell phone,but cute queen just want colony apples to copy love in this world,let everybody live in a wish to searching experience of real love and enjoy it with thankful mind,each time i eat apple prince fruit,i all remember the laughs and tears we share,we live in circles of husband and wife,since we understand how couples get alone well in every temptations.(12)Tonight poet scholar write 「sleepless time」during poet king lost sleep,he is awakening consciously that cute queen cant fall esleep too,they face each other and let go of night time,the night keeper has gone away,so they talk about poetry award this month,poet king go to take place as the host,he gives so many prize to schalers who write epic of palace documents so well that poet king appraise them very much.this is poet king first deal with proud and honour,since he get on the king seat,he get to know what a king should be and think by means of cute queen's support.(13)「warm carpet」is a legend poetry album which record how poet king loved cute queen so much,he sent gifts to her with all hearty wishes of romatic feelings,and they lying on the carpet to have yoga like peaceful love,they obey the rule of morality and respect,to get each other's best sleep quality,they only make love in their connecting dreams,but not in reality.sometimes poet king will hug cute queen like a baby toy,just to give her warm feelings of conservative love.(14)poet king ask queen if she would like to carry up kids by her side,she lie about it to test if poet king still want her to be his wife.he crys for she refuse to raise kids,he says they are all pure kids to love,and heart princess show her wound on the knee to her,cute queen says she must have say something evil about others,so that she get punishment wound by falling down,and she admitted that she just dont know why her mouth is so mean,she regret and cute queen feel like to have patients for kids,and poet king is no longer sad about cute queen's lie,he start to save her leaving body drifting on the ocean,and so she returns to him,everything is just so fine and she believe in Lord that He will give her best gift in her insisting life.this is a epic story of 「dream line」which scholars write down based on the plots in her daydream.(15)poet king stays silent when cute queen think about「accounting art」this study class to attend,she really feel herself need to be full of learning energy for light prince and heart princess seem refuse to study any more,they just fooling aroung with mind magically make something happened to be convince for parents to going forward,they are now have no idea against parents,and days are peaceful,so she want to full family life with reading desire,to make everyone happy loving together.(16)poet king and cute queen were born at 13centry,when they are counted by facebook that one is a knight and another is a queen,can they have a good romance in the kingdom doom？he has courage,judtice,kindness,and brave mercy,he can judge right from wrong,that is why cute queen always likes to eat apple bread,for apple prince is so lovable in her eyes.this story is wtote down in「check past 」epic poetry book,it is a true history or not,just wait scholars to prove by evidences in any manuscription papers,and the checking process is very interesting that everybody wants to read and study about the inside truth.(17)「you are my muse,apple,do you know that？」「oh,snake,being needed is very wonderful feeling」「that is the reason why you like to eat me again and again？」 「you were right,eat you is like my heaven！」「why are you so mean,i dont want to sacrify myself to your two lips,cant you see that i have been suffering for so long a time！」「common,apple,let's be good friend,dont be shy to show your blood to me！」「who tells you that i have blood」「the queen said to me,and she use it to scare snow white！」「never believe in fairy tales,they are kid's playground,no adult will make me bleed,trust me！」「you are just like a branch of shit！」「then you are a ball of red craps」「may be i am sometimes green！」「you are white after you have been peering！」「i would rather be black！」「go ahead！」「how？」「fried yourself on the oil！」「bitch,how dare you！」(18)「how can all kind of fake apples be eaten？」she ask him,「are you joke on me？」he laughs,「i am afraid so。」「dont you know i can spinning around？」「i know a blue star on the milky way that can spinning around automatically, can you do it without hands？」「i am coming from Newton theory,i am bigger than that。」「you are over reactive,i am just talk about spin sick,you mistake it。」「oh,my god！」「cant you just make an apple joyfully laugh？」「i know how to do it,i just tell jokes to him,and he will laugh like slice that is delicious to be eaten？」「what do you mean？」「i say slice an apple by fruit knief,and it brings happy texture in my mouth！」「you just make yourself laugh,not for me！」「i am sorry,every snake is very selfish,i wont twist an apple like a orbit to the sun！」story like above is just a beginning of neo bible,which is written in the poetry book in「visit dialogue」,it is for joking poet king's youth is so pure that he doesnt know what sex is all about,he even dare not to hold hands with cute baby when he was chasing after her in Holland school,or kiss her in the face,they just talk evil like these dialogues,to show how they feel in their ego mind,untill they fall in love,it is another story to continue recording.(19)poet king chat happily with cute queen for noon,they talk about young day romance and feel thankful to each other,they walk by the lake where there are all silent darkness around but only the road light shining on their shadows of walking path,finally they are holding hands invisiblly because cute queen was so shy to really holding hands with poet king's request in subconscious.this is a sweet story recorded in poetry book of「walk paralelled」,and many people learn from their model to walk by the lake,but only their story of experience become classic,because they have strongest love in the neo bible,which is read by poet king every detailed in his smart brain,cute queen want to analyze his poetry work of situations,which is a cursed poetry to the world when he beared so much loneliness without cute baby by his side.(20)poet king shows cute queen one hard tree root,it is just like the fire shape that she once criticize his poetry album as a symbol of penis,he tells her「i want to exercise at home。」and she suddenly realize that he want to make love,so she smiles with mouth so widely open,she understand he eat blue pill to show his energetic power,light price pretend to have a plot to murder cute queen,but it is a rumer he made,in fact,he sent a light control water machine to his mother,for she loves drink tea most everyday,it is so very nice for he has real piety and he is studying advertisement design at boy school right now,he is a good boy for he always take the phone when parents are not at the office room in palace,he is very intelligent that he knows every key person calling by voice checking,he has a pair of very sharp ears to distinguish people's voice,it is trained by his music teacher,who has been to usa and write down some traveling note of articles,but she never want to express in the press,because she just love english very much like a important interest,she tells cute queen she plays games with little students,and it is so much fun,she is really a kind teacher who teaches light prince so many english knowledge,and she is a noble teacher just like a morally preacher,she is a very good idel to students of loyal school,after this chance of parents meeting,cute queen knows there is still some one who cares about his dear son,she smiles in the heart and feeling so content that her son is well educated.No other(21)

Poet king is treating cute queen very tenderly,they always have bath together,and talk about poetry on the bed,they have romantic atmosphere during the daytime working and night time sleeping,sometimes they watched television together to know what media people think about their ruling,in the garden of palace they planted many apple trees to wait for apples be mature and eat them in different ways of cooking.(22)poet king used to study in Fineland's college when he still as apple prince,he learn the controling politics major in that school,he write letters to cute baby to make her believe that he will marry her when he settle down the king's crown on his head,it is like peach apple so very grace to be put on the God's temple,to honor Lord's mercy to reach out to poet king's people.light prince go to the garden jogging for he eat too much fat food that he is afraid of his mother dislike him become a fatty prince,it is shameful to be a fatty prince,he knows how to digest well and eat orderly,just to make better shape that someday he will fall in love with a good girl to get married.therefore this story is named「marry perfect」,but heart princess is going to fish a loser that her mother disapprove it,so she know that cute queen is really care about her future marriage,so she stop planning make debts in the kingdom.(23)poet king raise a group of doves,he never shut them in the bars,but set them free like they are each symbols of books he edit by scholars hand,every living dove is his memory,in his lost date of each record in his mind,they are memory history in between his poetry kingdom family,he cherish so very much in the books to celebrate every happiest moments in his ruling life of past,now,and furure,he feel honored in the fortunate he worshing to Lord, those angels of doves are his protect guardians around his poetry kindom.this is a poetry book named「freedom flying」,which is appraide the pure kind mind poet king rule the poetry kindom so well,that doves never leave his severe power to guardian for his high talent of holding the power over this kindom.(24)poet king gives donuts to cute queen to make her sleep during the afternoon,because she did not sleep at whole night just to be with poet king's sleepless company,she sleep six minutes and get ten hours of energy,it is so magic by his licking skill that she is like a sleepy beauty who is closing eyes so peacfully and nothing can bother her deep sleep under his spiritul calling of magic power.he has the mind tenderness to rule her,so she seldom be bad or mad during his good control of sub/conscious will,he is a god-like leader in her world,they are such a pair of couple that live in wonderful and fantastic atmosphere,they conbined together in every moment they live,poetry style of philosophy is what they need in their daily life,they are born to be poet lovers,he is her one and only,and kids are their angels even though sometimes make them worry,but one book can settle them down,and it is app design of practice theory,which light prince is totally attracted in this tooling book,he loves 3c world so much,it inspires his brain.this is「concentrate major」which light prince is very enjoy study the secret of creating wisdom app that can make he become a genius of designing new cellphone tools to make civilization more popular in this kingdom to rule the future order in his duty.(25)poet king collected some literature journalists to meet with scholars in order to make poetry history writting better than ever before,in the politic palace,poet king deal with documents so busy,he plan to publish more poetry textbooks to lead his people,and cute queen is interested in painting images on maps,she loves to drink apple soda most,it is a love chasing metaphor after poet king,she tells poet king that the far coast oil well is now pretending to anounce that they are a s small kindom,but in fact it is only a petroleum company,so it is a rumer news report that nothing to be worry about,just to send them away to foreign country,to destroy their self anounced fake kingdom out the far coastal area.that fake king is murdered by cutting head,so this history is called「wrong power」.(26)cute queen play chanson when she is only junior high,she can cross over hand to push high notes,with a song of wedding in the dream,she plays self components song of「unique sound」,which is a singable epic pinao that is so very familiar to a wife of an old pianoist,she learn by herself without any teaching and preaching,and her talent makes poetry shine so bright that poet king is very glad and he give an island to her,to make her become a piano queen who can rule her land by her own will of political skills.(27)cute queen get the orchid island ruling power from poet king's present,she descide to call it as rose kingdom,and she apply many new politicians to control all dementions of ruling business,it is her feminine power over this island,with her royal thought all policymakers begin to do all dutys fellow her inner willingness.she wants to be independent from other country's threatening power,and she depend on poet king to get a favor relationship and needs from him,she deal with issues of education,enterprise,law,architecture, financial,laberty,cherity,industry,merchancy,and other policys,and everything is under her control.this government successfully record on poetry epic of「revolute age」which is cute queen's creative history in poet king's editing permission,to make a memory between them.(28)after poet king take a shower with cute queen,he start to have good night charming experience with his queen,a kind of romantic state that they roll on bed like egg rolls from 1937,it is a gift she sent to poet king for celebrate dark Friday on that night,they are not very superstitious at all,but they try to make adventure on this special day that it maybe turn to be dark lucky,she thinks and experiment on the traditional curse,this is called「scare lust」in their sweet intercourse poetry album,it is a taboo that only lock in their secret mind,they forbid people to read it,and it is a room holiday for poet king and cute queen to toast cup of milk whisky together,they have a wonderful midage night,and although he is over excited about her softcore loving actions with him,but he keep long turn tenderness to her just to protect her feminine dignity,and not to harm her by adult way,because they are playing fonding method to flatter each other wothout any strong and exciting movement,just to make devil jealous for their slow down money screen fun.(29)cute queen anounce that all people should use ascent word to be official language,all institution company or any organization should pay half of profet to the tax charge rule she order for kingdom political willingness, every one people just find ways to survive,the lieing news express large money traps,to cheat people think that money is easy to get by sexual exchange deed.when fancy news is not crime,the anchors cant get any salery because they report fake story to mess up the rose kingdom's peaceful life,evil report makes people oddly believe that every news is real,in fact they edit wrong message to cheat people's eye and brain distinguish power,it is really a mess that cute queen decide to make「burden politic」to let people obey kind law and become a society full of love and concern for poor people,but lot of nun and monk all get salery and playing around to get freedom of their making law in life,they are selfish just want to survive by earning money,to be foolish in this dangerous world of rose kingdom.(30)poet king build a palace in rose kingdom,to let her sometimes fly to gardian the trance of her sttle down order and anounce of policy,she want to rule a feminism kingdom to arise the power of women,let all females get ride of torture and burden from God's curse.but in bed poet king often put masculine authority to control cute queen's mind,when she makes him smile,she will get reward from poet king,it is so very nice of him that he understand cute queen so well and clear,she will never be possible to get away from his hands,the poet king is so man that cute queen admire him in her mind and often praise him when he is busy signing politic documents.(31)no other

Cute queen wish light prince desire  to become a successful app engineering master,so she sent him a lot of app practice book,for example,app enter the door of computer,app enterprice develope details of textbook,app design secret method,how app influnce the market,app dictionary and future trance,app build civilization,app is brain storming tecnology,all these book is only offer to one copy to light prince,he has interest to invest furture 3c world,so cute queen wish he can take over poet king's seat by technology power,make a neo kingdom as cute queen hope him to be,so light prince study very hard to invest all kind of app,and read app theorys very seriously, his super power is what poet king appreciate and feel glad.(32)rose kingdom people worship rose just because she is a full of thorns queen,she is proude,glamorous,honor feminist,and has a smart psychological study interest to know her people's living suffering of four kind minded feelings,such as happy,angry,sad,joyful,orchid is her island kingdom's flower mark,it represent for the gorgeous bloosom of kingdom's spiritual passionate meanings pepole keep in mind,it is symbol of high class beauty that all people has a principle of fellowing cute queen's philosophy of ruling an independent island where all ocean coast is full of fish and seafood,that is a richful natural gift the island owns,she apply this good resources, and make her「 rose kingdom」 be beautiful with many pretty girls as shining stars in the society,they are intelligent to deal with all kinds of laberty and working force,to supply better days in cute queen's own opinions to rule the kingdom of isolated by oceans all around.(33)poet king wash affectionate couple shower with cute queen,they enjoy the bubble fragments very much,and when she find out in the morning,she at the same time knows the light prince need tutoring at home,so she sent several tutors to study with light prince,to make him become a independent enterprise host in the future,and rule the kingdom as he the app way as he likes,there is no limit of diplomatic proplems for him to worry about,because lots of students in poetry kingdom are bad and evil,they never learn to earn money by their own force of effert,they are real lazy losers in this society.whose family is the richest,who can become the fisrt grade in the class,nothing to be proude of,because it is government policy to cheat all students that they are not smart,they only want good grade number,not to dig the real truth and vertrue under the test papers,they have nothing knowledge in the brain at all.light prince is royal member,so he need not to compete with fellow students in academic world,all he has to do is get awear of all principles in loyalty world.above is named「insperate fond」,and it is a poetry album continued after the dream sign god given to poet king and cute queen.(34)cute queen accept a red rose rope from poet king,he give her a record of 「apple sode」poetry album to write down her feminine political idealism and working effects,she set up a house of chamber deputies,and give lawful seat of chairman and members to rule the petal capital where all states in queen island have to fellow the policy,all people should believe in God, and accept Baptist ceromony when they are new born babys,if not,they will be put penalty to death,the congress leader is solar professer,he is under the ruling of queen who act as scholarship president to make all theory in school fellow the feminism principles,though cute queen's kingdom has lots of blood imagrant people from philippines, idonicia,holland,spain,franch,vietnam, japan,korea,singapore,malaysia,china and so on,but she rule them under the highest morality of love and law,to hope them living in the isl peacefully together,and produce a better creation economic progress to feed their own by independent belif,revolution of all civilization is allowed,and people can write novels to express their thoughts about cute queen's ruling power,but no any reality thoughts of overthrow can be existed in her kingdom,because poet king is her political background mountain,she will always be protected under poet king's grand power.(35)today,poet king sleep so well that cute queen watch his peaceful face with a loving eyesight.she dare not to awake him for he is recently losing insomnia problem because all people are very fellow his democratic laws,so that he can sleep so good and full.today they eat seafood fried rice,fish broth fried with asparagus,it is royal lunch which poet king's favorite meal,he eat the dish very gentalman like manners,with fork and knief,he talk「 funny jokes 」to cute queen to toast apple shampagne with her and light prince dont understand the joke means.heart princess has no heart,she choose to escape from poet king's patriarchal power and preach,she has already not poet king's angel anymore,but light prince is still his angel,who loves and respects his parents very much,he is really concederate that he always sleep with electic warmer in cold night,he dare not to bother parents sweet talking content,but with some curiosity he listen from the air secretly to know their mind if care about him.(36)cute queen welcome architecture designers and companys to build skyscrapers in her rose kingdom,to let this land richful by oceanic dealing business,trade,and merchandise,to expand poet king's territory of manufacturing industry,and his powerful literature devotion.apple prince used to be cute baby's roomate,when they were graduated from university,apple prince play trasparent game of wispering,just to practice and nurtur due love between them,now light prince know their「 puppy love」 long time ago,so he believe that parents have deepest long turn relationship in bound,so he wont worry about any obstacles in the future,because they eventually will let him have a splandid royal wedding,they wont let him down,he truely believe in that faith.for getting a very wonderful wife in the future when he grow up,he support an apple each day to his mother,just to make her happily sleeping with supported apple fruit,just like his father's redish face meaning to his mother,and that is a fruit of distinguish right from wrong,in the recording of neo bible.(37)there is「happy lie」poetry album tells how politics influnce the wish if it can come true,no any stopping reason will stop the wisher,that must be some wishes he can make it by his own ability,for example,powerful judgement, money spending,and right and capable stragedy,but god will judge the righteous ending for him if he make the kindest confession to god,the good happenings will naturally show up,and all impossible wishes will turn into some other way of successfulness,it is not nice to make too many little and selfish wishes,for the future hold,it is better to make huge wishes that no body will steal from you,that is the most important thing of all,cute queen is threatened by the power of dreams come true,but poet king did it for her out of love and care,he wont let her be a quiet wisher that finally become a tragedy of religious ceromony, he make decision for her just to protect her from the harmful influence that evil people use her or abuse her,he never want her to get bad final ending from any innocent wishes that sent her to hell.(38)how to be good patents in kingdom palace,it is a big question she make to ask and what actually they can get from the patience of their giving？political power has no any faulty, for it is the centralism made by king,only lord can make him believe his fortunate long life of ruling his kingdom.politics control and decide every wish,but cute queen try to satisfy that light prince ask for a window ten laptop,she repour it the software into an old laptop and he is happy to apply it into his app learning interest,but the heart princess is almost no any talent at all,she is like a quiet down little mind that never know how to act like a royal member in kingdom,she lost in the blood and birth doubts that she refuse to take cute queen as her real mother,and she has prejudice about parents love,two angels are so humanity that cute queen turn to poet king to ask how should she do to save their purity,she believe「fear hood」is what she scared about if angels falling,poet king's world will be a mess,so she become a good role of mother,wife,sister,and queen,she discover what a good role should play to be perfect in her way to make poet king happy ever after.(39)cute queen loves to do theory and research on poet king's works,she ask religious master about huge questions to analyze his poetry devoted efferts and wisdom,「critic word」is her big article about the deep thougt on poet king's personal creations of manu scription,she can understand what he is remind of,in between the beautiful sentences he created, she read their past memory and how he feel about love is individual and lonely matter,so he need poetry to be his company every day and night,poet king write down poems by pen and ink to sonnet his eternity soul and spiritual essence,he hope cute queen understand how he think of their romance and be stronger by love,for his love is to resque her short life to length with him,together they have many topics to discuss about in afternooon tea time,on bed,and also when they walk in the garden at three o'clock in the afternoon.everyday seems like new date and fresh living,they explore high interest in the way they sing lyrics on the sofa,and it is a happy song when poet king repeat「dear cute i love you」,cute queen has flowers bloosomed in her opening mind,she believe in poet king so deep.(end)